1460 days.

Today's OT (Organisation Theory) class came a new lecturer. Well, I didn't really assess him even though Angela said his teaching was not bad. Anyway, class ended at 1pm and here I am, blogging and resting at home. Been out pretty late over the past few days so couldn't find time to blog about what happened recently.

I've just made a decision that requires me to probably make some adjustments to my lifestyle, especially to my freedom, hehe.

I really never imagined this day would come. Really. And I did tell you upteen times that you were out of my scope of choice, but I guess there must be something about you that has made me change my mind.

Honestly, I am pretty uncertain of the future and life after that. Everytime you come close, I can feel your warmth, but I don't know whether I can survive solely on that. Due to certain experiences, I haven't actually walked out of the shadow and I'm still a little wary, not to mention the focus on the ultimate goal of my life. But you have showed me your seriousness, confidence and sincerity, and so I would also put in my best effort to make this a worthwhile try. You know I'm gambling on it. It's still a risk at the end of the day because I know it's going to be tough on us. The pressures, the constraints, restrictions and considerations. But I guess we're going to try facing it together.

Opportunities only come for those who are prepared, and if you're prepared to overcome all odds, I would try too.

With regards to my feelings of uncertainty, prove me wrong ok? You said you would, and I'm taking your word for it.... =)